I fell in love ,
& I broke it .

♥LunaAphrodite.
I sing, i dance, i go crazy. :D
whatever.

Written on : Tuesday, November 20, 2012, 4:16 AM

I need a break from society , changing my number , isolation , everything . I might be quitting school soon too . Maybe my valor isn't that high up yet but I'm trying to keep up with whatever I'm feeling right now . I can't run away everyday , my problems are gonna hunt me down one day . I'm so weak , so sick . I don't even have the energy to concentrate, I just keep on drawing and drawing .
The reason why I draw so much is to keep myself away from my pills , I don't wanna rely on them . In the end it's just me asking myself : " How long more can God actually hold me and save me from falling over the edge of the building ? "
I have no fucking idea.
And now it's just left with me standing here alone, facing that gigantic monster that's trying to kill my spirit wondering if I would die or drag myself up from the battle injuries I'm gonna have 'cause it's probably gonna be a long and tough war.
I'm still contemplating whether to end my current relationship or not , I don't wanna drag someone who loves me into this , thus the isolation from my social life .
I have to do this alone .