I fell in love ,
& I broke it .

♥LunaAphrodite.
I sing, i dance, i go crazy. :D
whatever.

Written on : Thursday, July 26, 2012, 9:56 AM

Today , first day on the pills . Im typing this after I've taken them .. Sigh .. I don't know what to do , so weird . I miss being happy , i miss smiling when i think about you . Right now it' just tears after tears , 'm so afraid that i cant love the next guy that i'm gonna be with like how i loved you . I choose to run away because i dont wanna get hurt anymore, and the saddest part is i cant speak to anyone about how i feel because i choose to look strong infront of people . I want to be strong , i masquerade the pain all the time with my smile . Medicine doesn't seem to be working . I feel like punishing myself again , I dont deserved to be truly loved anyway . I'm going to lie down now, goodnight world , goodnight you .