I fell in love ,
& I broke it .
♥LunaAphrodite.
I sing, i dance, i go crazy. :D
whatever.
Written on : Sunday, April 15, 2012, 10:26 AM
Just read my old blog posts from when I was like 13-14 ? I remember I used to twit lyke diish yep it's terrible
hahaha omg so xiaolian please !
tsk , I guess that's all part of growing up ?
anyway last night after celebrating my boyf's birthday I blew up .
Kinda feel bad because it's supposed to be a happy occasion but obviously something upsetting occurred and I flew into rage and smashed my phone on the floor .
All the promises you didn't keep , I don't know what to say anymore .
Trust issues ? Obviously it's becoming more and more of a problem after this event .
This game of " If you hurt me I'll hurt you back " is too retarded for me to play on , you can continue for all I care .
All the shit I did to just see a fucking smile on your face , oh you're very welcomed .
Maybe the reason why I cant keep a relationship is because I'm too childish , too much of a "Princess Attitude" , too inconsiderate & putting my hopes too high on my guy .
At the end of the day , who doesn't wanna be doted on by the ones they love ?
Sometimes I wish that my temper wasn't that bad and such , who knows maybe I'll be a better lover/friend . But somethings just cant be held in and I either cry it out or get mad and yell .
Problem ?
I'm only human , and I understand that so are you .
Just keep the promise you made to me please & I'll do my best to make you happy in return .
Who doesn't wanna be happy ?