I fell in love ,
& I broke it .
♥LunaAphrodite.
I sing, i dance, i go crazy. :D
whatever.
Written on : Sunday, October 9, 2011, 8:28 AM
Three years , you've been my inspiration to be nice to people .
you were there for me when nobody was , you are the most precious friend that i have .
Then i finally realized the things that you've done to me .
the way you treated me like im your bitch all this while .
sec 2 i remembered , you convinced me to go to vivo city with you and your twin whom i had a crush on .
went to candy empire and forced me to buy sweets for you all .
I threw my fifty dollar note and walked off , you didn't come after me .
instead you guys went to buy whatever you all wanted and called me after that .
I was crying until you called .
The times when i got home late and got fucking whacked by my parents all because you asked me to "not listen to them , don't care them"
which i reluctantly obeyed because i know what was gonna happen after i got home .
i kept silent about such matters .
my mum said that i was just following you like a dog when i didn't say anything ,
probably because she knew you talked me into it .
i stood up for you and quarreled with her .
after i left for ccss we drifted apart , because we had our other friends .
you were having relationship problems and i was there for you .
rushing to your place and cabbing home late at night and getting killed by my parents again and again , just because i wanted to be there for you .
you got into a relationship with a guy i used to like ,
i was fucking hurt , but i got over it because our friendship was worth more than a guy .
and the amount of money i spent on you/because of you .
Oh by the way , cash wasn't easy to come by those days .
i took the effort to find out what you liked and such and surprising you , just to see that smile .
now again , i see you hugging my friends : the guy who likes you and the guy who likes me .
He lied to me BECAUSE OF YOU .
WTF. _|_
You asked him out time and time again , and you didn't bother to ask me out at all ?
Oh and i've stopped contacting him as well because of you my dear .
so what the fuck is this ?
please enlighten me .
Im going crazy as these facts lay infront of me , messing with my feelings .
why do i feel angry and sad at the same time ?
This is so unfair .