I fell in love ,
& I broke it .

♥LunaAphrodite.
I sing, i dance, i go crazy. :D
whatever.

Written on : Tuesday, October 11, 2011, 9:24 AM

im always on the verge of killing myself , it's like a everyday routine i have .
i wish i could get out of depression but i keep giving myself in at the end of the day .
almost nothing cheers me up.
It always appear to me that everything i worked hard for a given my all in gets ripped off me .
Convincing myself that im not worth any better , nothing at all .
I have no idea how much more my health is gonna deteriorate , nor how many more bad choices im gonna make .
maybe i'll regret later , but not for now .
Family's never a choice for me .
I cant depend on anyone .
Everyone's gonna hurt me .
Crying wont help either .
I'll just have to stay strong myself no matter how weak i am right now .