I fell in love ,
& I broke it .
♥LunaAphrodite.
I sing, i dance, i go crazy. :D
whatever.
Written on : Monday, July 11, 2011, 7:17 AM
cleaned up greygrey's sleeping place and bathed him just now . i didn't know that such simple activities that gets my mind off stuff could help me stop thinking about how negative my life is .
If i were to do something stupid , i'll have to think about all the people who cares about me although there's only a handful of those.
Greygrey will live his life without his mummy . ):
Aww .
i cant bear to leave him ..
But on the other hand , he's so frightened of me .
Cause he doesn't trust me , he tries to escape from everything i wanna do for him .
especially bathing and grooming .
If i don't cut his hair , all his shit will get stuck to him long long fur and start growing bacteria .
he was struggling to get out , you should have heard his cries .
oh wells ,
i think he forgotten about his traumatic event after he saw his food come .
typical ,
nomnomnomming away . O;
He's gonna become fat and cute .
tonight i had come to a realization that stuff that makes me happy come and goes ..
so does stuff that makes me sad .
i'd rather forget about the sad things than to hang on to it ,
and prevent me from being happy .
I mean , we all have to move on somehow ..
why not now ?
Heehee , Luna's a big girl already .
i won't wanna commit suicide anymore because of love because it's just stupid and a guy is not worth my life .
C'mon , i can probably achieve more than he can .
so why make myself lose out that way ?
furthermore , around six years down the road .
i think we wouldn't even recongnise each other when we happen to brush pass .
if i were to die now , i would just rot underground and no one would even remember who i am .
so why not make myself significant before i die ?
make me dreams come true .
anyway , i screwed up my chinese oral today .
fml ?
the invigilator was literally laughing at me when i speak .
i wonder if i really sounded that funny ..
I should have walked away pointing two middle fingers at her like
_|_ O_O _|_
anyway , it's over i guess .
it's over for everything ..
im gonna move on to my life with greater things . :D