I fell in love ,
& I broke it .

♥LunaAphrodite.
I sing, i dance, i go crazy. :D
whatever.

Written on : Tuesday, April 27, 2010, 6:56 AM

hi.
i feel a strange thing going wrong with my body
i was coughing.
then i spat at my washroom.
then i almost fainted. ==
you know why?
cause my spit was bloody.
then i checked my mirror.
my tongue was bloody too.
i think cough too hard or something
LOL.
dear throat.
im sorry i failed to protect you.
please
dun fail me too.
i still wanna sing. :D

you smuggled me into your life.
you stuffed me with all the love you can find in the world.
you stitched back all the broken pieces of cloth on me,
but you did a bad job.
leaving holes and gaps where the love leaks out
and drop on the floor as i walk.
leaving behind traces of love.
all the pouts and laughter you brought into me.
but you were walking too far away.
and then i ran.
just to catch up with you,
apparently my short legs wouldn't allow me to run much further than a mile.
and then i couldn't see you.
i lost my smile.
i lost my way.
then i started to turn and dash in different directions in search of you
i fell off a cliff
and landed in the ocean of no where.
nothing to fear:
there were no sharks, no predators after me.
nothing to save me:
cause you aren't here anymore.
i was tired,
i was hungry.
swimming for my life seemed useless.
cause the source of it ran away.
i stopped struggling.
just let me drown.
im just a useless teddy bear without you.
adorable,
but no one to appreciate.
cuddly,
but no one to cuddle with.
and when your love is running out,
just let me drown.
im alone anyway.
<3