I fell in love ,
& I broke it .
♥LunaAphrodite.
I sing, i dance, i go crazy. :D
whatever.
Written on : Wednesday, April 14, 2010, 7:23 AM
"the day where my tears turns to happinessis the day i will rest forever.."
what i wanna do before i die,
1. long hug husband.
2. conquer the ben and jerry monster with bffs :D
3. my own concert with many many supporters.
4. finish up all my stacked up youtube requests :D
5. hear him say "iloveyou" to me for one last time <3
head aches on these few days.
i think im really dying soon.
LOL,
or maybe i just tired until die.
i keep waking up when i sleep,
i have sudden spasms that wakes me up,
or i only can stare at my clock the whole night till its 6 and get ready for school.
do i really have a prob with my body?
i dun wanna waste my parents money taking useless checkups.
i miss him so much.
..
today in class we were talking about what we'd do if we only have one day to live.
sarah wanted to drink and sex.
divya wanted to laugh until she die.
then mifdal wants to:
have a whole room of girls to fuck,
run around the streets naked and fuck the girls with short skirts.
and break his dick.
:D
i think im getting saddistic.
i told sarah about my torture methods for guys if they ever betray me.
like:
duck-taping the dick hair and pulling it out.
pull out nails with pincers.
hammer the finger one by one.
dig out eye ball, cut the skin from the eye down to the chin and peeling the skin off. :D
safety-pinning the balls,
and poking the tip of the dick with pins. :D
i kept laughing imagining it going on.
am i crazy?
i just feel damm heartbroken these few days
im beginning to hate guys.
and the thought of hubb hugging me makes me wanna cry.
why do always get stuck with a somehow useless guy?
workaholic.
gangster.
unconfident.
emotional.
holy.
pervert.
liar.
unappreciative ass.
i dun get it.
when would "he" come?
i guess i really dun need a man in my life.
so nothing except myself would stand in my way.
imissyou my sweet.
my chocolate.
my icecream.
but i cant have you.
otherwise i would be diabetic and fat x;
LOL